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Sunday, June 14th, 2009

Direct Assessment
Subject Id: #027
Session Id: #5724



General

  • Subject has reached a physical plateau and is exploring the psychological aspects of BDSM.

Entitlement

  • She seems sure that she is a great fuck and that should be enough to get her by. There is some level of entitlement there, some arrogance to manage.

Rage

  • Once in a scene she is quick to flash anger. There is a searing quality under the surface.

Crying

  • Subject really enjoys crying. Relates that she cries about 50% of the time in scenes.

Hypothesis

  • When dominated in an s/m scene, she is quick to reach rage. Intimidated, most people back away from it leaving the scene at that level. When pushed past rage, she says that she ’shuts down’ and becomes non-responsive.
  • If pushed past rage and steered through that territory, she will tap a spring of knowing and well being to quench her driving thirst for the ‘hidden knowledge’ of BDSM.
Training Goal

  • Rage Scene: To drive her past the stage of RAGE and through the territory that lies beyond the crest of her experience.

Rule Set

  • 1. Enter and exit basement areas on all fours
  • 2. Ask to do Anything inc. bathroom
  • 3. Moved by hair
  • 4. Use of Sir

Subject’s Motivation

  • Wants to learn to ‘let go’

How To Punish

  • Over the knee, bare handed spanking
  • Something having to do with dirt / filth

How To Reward

  • Hard sex
  • Squirting
  • Physical attentions, petting
  • Fisting if she is very good

Best Way To Orgasm

  • HARD SEX anyway she can get it.
  • Fisting is her favorite
  • Squirting if she is really good.

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Sunday, June 14th, 2009

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Sunday, June 14th, 2009

TRAINERS NOTES

GENERAL REVIEW

  • Failed at running the stairs
  • Loss of Balance trigers FEAR
  • Hoods trigger FEAR
  • Fear is power
  • Slave Dance - 4 positions into one movement
  • Bouncing, rhythm, tease
  • Earned bed (but did not GET it)
  • 5 - 15 orgasms by her own hand
  • ‘Earnest’ strikes a cord with her
  • BREAKTHROUGH in self identity / sexuality

MOTIFS: Buckets, Stairs, Duty

TRAINING TRIGGERS

  • outside right thigh - press for dirty talk, from day one
  • choking -associate wet pussy, masturbation, orgasm

POSITIONS / PROTOCOL COVERED

  • Attention, eyes ahead, arms in box
  • Kneeling, hands clasped behind head
  • Present ass standing and kneeling
  • NEW - back bend present cunt
DESPERATELY SEARCHING for that RITE OF PASSAGE
Begin to instill sense of DUTY, a force from the heart that drives her

SABRINA QUOTES
‘I really want to work on bringing out my inner submissive.’
‘I often fantasize about harsh, rigorous, and demanding training.’
‘…but, I feel if afterwards, if there isn’t some type of softness or reward, it breaks my heart.’

Her fantasies, triggers and orgasms revolve around consent and permission
She is likely a masochist / sensation slut - is she an attention slut as well?

SIMPLE COMMANDS
‘I have the hardest time following the simplest command…if I’m told to strip, it’s almost as if I physically can’t do it.’

CHORES
‘I want to learn to find pleasure in service and chores’

MASTURBATION
‘I can’t masturbate in front of others’
‘I can remember… begging for forgiveness…’

TRAINERS NOTES, DAY THREE

HOMEWORK REVIEW: list the BDSM organizations and events over the next 3 mos in her area
DEMONSTRATE THE PROPERTY to Aiden Starr and ask her help in refining the charge.
Order her to masturbate herself for our amusement
Fuck her cunt with a giant rubber cock while Aiden uses her face to get off
Offer the reward of Aiden’s FIST in her cunt

DRILL DUTY - embed the concept - core principle
‘def: Something that one is required to do by moral or legal obligation, an act or expression of respect’
‘True to self’
‘Duty to Seek Learn and Explore’

DRILL THE RULES - Demand sort, concise answers, military style
WHAT IS YOUR NAME? 116
WHAT ARE YOUR TRAINING GOALS? Eroticize service through chores, Initiate sex, Obey Simple Commands, Humility
WHAT IS RULE NUMBER 1? Control eye-line
RULE 2? Do not anticipate actions
RULE 3? Address Trainer as Trainer
RULE 4? No furniture
RULE 5? No masturbation
WHAT IS YOUR DUTY? ‘Embrace submissive nature and suffer beautifully in the release of control.
WHAT IS YOUR RESPONSIBILITY? ‘To pass on what I learn in order to cultivate the leather culture.’

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